This is prolly old af. Yea it was a good run while it lasted…
Sitting in my bed at 12:30 wanting to sleep. But cant. Ive got all these thoughts going thru my head, how fucked i made my life, and how fcked it was to begin with. How i fuck up whats best in my life. I feel like im falling apart from the inside out. Like these walls of strength i maintained for so long are finally starting to cave in. Is there anything really left for me to see? What am i still doing here when i shulda been gone years ago? Ive become nothing but a mess this last year. I dont feel like i just cross over the edge, but i flew the fuck off it. And my shrink said im almost done with therapy. Lol…
Good job on not cutting :') keep it up!
benedict cumberbatch harasses a black youth
this is the fifth time I’ve reblogged this i don’t care
Rebloggin my own reblog fuck it lol